Yeah so anytime between now and next week TOM is to arrive. I cannot describe how much I want candy, cake, cookies, soda, SUGAR .. yeah really I just want sugar. It's a no go until Saturday where I get my cheat meal but dang I hate these cravings. it's also possible though it's not even related to getting near TOM, and instead my body is coming out of shock with the new exercise and nutrition plan and is going WTF GIVE ME TEH SUUUGAR. Yes, sometimes I feel like my body screams at me. I have written down in the things I want to have on my fun day is a peanut butter & oreo concrete mixer (small) from Culvers..... and chinese. I swear I'm a chinese fiend. I wonder if I'll get over my crab rangoon obsession at some point in the next 10 weeks.
We will see. For now I just have planned a banana with my after workout protein shake. It's sweet, smooth, and I'm considering mixing in WITH my protein shake for more of a smoothie / milkshake flavor. We'll see.. that would also take effort which I may not be up for after workout tonight. BUT I will manage to avoid the candy, cake,cookies, etc. I don't need any of it after all. It's just my head being a pita.
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